Once upon a time, I used to romanticize
Used to be somebody, never mind
Don't miss it that much now
I think it's sinking in
Days that I wonder where I've been
In picture perfect porcelain
But I won't lose a pound
You say I would make a better liar
I never face the music when it's dire
I breathe disaster, ever after
Don't pull away from me now
Don't you move
Can't you stay where you are, just for now
I could be your perfect disaster
You could be my ever after
You, could be my ever after, after all
I could be your perfect disaster
You could be my ever after
Apologies, I'm not myself but I can guarantee
That when I get back, you won't believe