I'm holding back right now
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Cuz I'm numb to what's around
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I miss the life I used to have with you right here
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Now everything has turned to grey
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And I'm blacking out the shades for now
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Let me be sad
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Even for a little while
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Just a chance to catch my breath
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Let me be sad
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Even for a little while
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Cuz it's all that I have left
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When all I see are the memories,
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I don't want to lose a thing
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Let me be sad, let me be sad
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Can you see it in my eyes I've been distant?
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Cuz I can't tell if it's the end or the
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beginning
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I know I haven't been myself, I'll admit it
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I put up walls so if I burned any bridges
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just know
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I'm doin' everything I can to try and fix it
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But knowin' me I'll probably miss it
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These voices get so vicious
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Feels like I'm rippin' stitches
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