I don't know what I need
I'm scared of life, I'm scared of what it means to me
This broken home is just not what it used to be
Too fast to slow me down
Too loud to drown me out
I doubt I'll ever get this close to what I was
Because I've seen the grand design, hold on
I hope you talk about the future when I'm gone
But if I'm wrong I know the reason why
I, I can't feel anything
I can't feel anything that's under my control
I, I won't do anything
I won't do anything that's out of my control
I can see myself
Extended past the limits of my cry for help
I don't believe I've ever come this way before