I should be living the dream
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But I'm livin' with a security team
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And that ain't gonna change, no
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I got a paranoia in me
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And you wouldn't believe
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Everything that I seen, no
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Comin' apart at the seams
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And no one around me knows
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Who I am, what I'm on
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Who I've hurt and where they've gone
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I know that I've done some wrong
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But I'm tryna make it right
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To the one I love, paint me wrong
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Give me a light now (Oh-oh)
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You know that I love you
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But I'm still learning to love myself
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(To love my–, to love my–, to love my–)
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I'm still learning to love myself
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(To love my–, to love my–, to love my–) Yeah, yeah
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I should be living the dream
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But I go home and I got no self-esteem (No)
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You think I'm swimmin' in green
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But it's passed around my family tree
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