I tried it once before but I didn't get too far
I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart
And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck
But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up
I tried it once before and I think I might a messed up
I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough
But maybe I'm alive because I didn't really wanna die
But nothing very special ever happens in my life
Take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
I died to be the white ghost
Of the man that I was meant to be
I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut
I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough
write
white
wanted
wanna
tried
thought
there
stopped
dizzy
waited
guess
nothing
deeper
someone
friends
forever
ghost
regretting
happens
enough
special
think
cutting
blood
alive
little
around
heart
blade
cared
about
black
because
before
escaping
again
overwhelming
might
afraid
bleed
nobody
lives
freak
letter
looked
maybe
ready
messed
mother
fucked
pressure
struggled
meant
really
veins
should
haunting
stand
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