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I'm tired of feeling comatose
I've lost the me that I loved most
I'm barely holding onto smoke
I'm barely holding on to smoke!
I'm not addicted but I'm not clean
Why do I do this to myself on repeat
So disconnected from my own reality
Am I man or machine
If I give, will you take?
As I lie for the taste
I just fuck it up
As you lap it up
Go!
Through flesh and bone
I walk alone
Go!
If I run will I fade away
'Cause I don't wanna leave it behind
In all my pride, all my shame
I find strength enough to show you
I may bend but I won't break
Because I define who I
Define who I become
I miss the me that I have not met
Choking in silence on the words left unsaid
I feel a sickness for a home I've never been
