I've died one million times
now I'm buried in the pavement
Lying face down
everything went black before I even closed my eyes
And you will never know what hate is
To feel your insides burn away
and want to end your life
to numb the fucking pain
So let the first snow fall
And bury me under 6 feet of regret
You've got your trophy
now leave me to my hate with no regrets
I am the deepest shade of Jaded
This is a love song
a threnody for these years of worthless waste
And now my hatred's all I fucking have left
I've never had the words to say
but I can quote them all
I am human and I need to be loved
just like everybody else does
So Morrissey please sing me to sleep